Tuesday, September 11, 2007
when I was a teenage whore....
maybe it's too much to ask. I just want someone like me. anyone. a friend. who likes Hole and Plath and faerie wings and Bukowski as much as i do. I love all my friends, yadda yadda but it's so lonely, wanting to talk about all this stuff but no one knows what the fuck I am talking about. and I tired of being the one who introduces everyone to the band or the books. not to be egotistical, but aren't I the one that does that for you guys? (I know who I mean and you don't so shut up)"I feel so alone and II wish i could die"
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I'd be your friend! I love faerie stuff and Plath, But I really love Dickenson and Poe...as for Hole I never really listened to them. Go listen to Glassjaw, Cave In, Boysetsfire, and so on lol. I know you listen to the Used already =)If you like punk, Tsunami Bomb and The Distillers, cause you obviously like chick singers if you like Hole. If you want Emo, Pedro the Lion, Coheed and Cambria, At the Drive In, Finch, and Rocking Horse Winner. That should give you something todo =Þ
Bethii, you of all poeople are entitled to bitch about wanting someone like you. Cause you know what, I want someone like me too. I want someone who loves wrestling, and knows who the hell I'm talking about when I rant about it. I want someone who won't yell at me when I sing all the time. I want someone who listens to me without constantly asking me for advice for them. You're the person who does all this. You introduce me to Jack off Jill and Le Tigre, and I introduce you to Nightwish and musicals. I rant and bitch about wrestling, and you listen, and bitch a bit of your own. I'm sorry I don't like much punk music. I'm sorry I have no idea who or what Bukowski is. I'm sorry I've never listened to Anti-Flag. But you know what . . . I'm really sorry you had to say this via LJ for me to realize it. *goes back to pounding middle harmony into her head for tonight's show, and attempting to find her black dress pants.*y
You're too sweet. *hug*We do have, like, 940985489074590874509872 things in common. I wrote that just cause last night (around 2) the only people on were my friend Syn who's a weed-feind and this girl, Jen, who is an amine fiend. neither likes to tlak about much of anything but those interests. i'm sorry I seemed so mad, i really dont care if you like A-F or the Buk (who, for the record, is a REALLY great poet/author)*pounds them melody into your head and gives you pants. amazing pants!)
Yay! thank you.Now if only I still had Kazaaa
If you want someone to talk to about silly little things, what you should do is MUD. No, seriously, you will find people into all kinds of different things on MUD's, and unlike chats rooms, there are people to monitor behavior and there's very few people who MUD who are completely normal. Try mudding by getting a mud client or using telnet and logging into mudsite.dyndns.org with port 5884 (or for telnet it's mudsite.dyndns.org:5884)Give it a shot. The site listed is actually my mud, so I'll probably be on monitoring stuff if I'm online, but give it a shot. :) If not, I know a few people who you might be interested in talking to, but remember, no one's perfect.
real people....I want someone real i can touch....
jump off a bridge, youre not one to speak of conrtadictions
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