no one ...

no one understands you. how sad.

when I was a teenage whore....

maybe it's too much to ask. I just want someone like me. anyone. a friend. who likes Hole and Plath and faerie wings and Bukowski as much as i do. I love all my friends, yadda yadda but it's so lonely, wanting to talk about all this stuff but no one knows what the fuck I am talking about. and I tired of being the one who introduces everyone to the band or the books. not to be egotistical, but aren't I the one that does that for you guys? (I know who I mean and you don't so shut up)"I feel so alone and II wish i could die"

happy halloween!

youre so very specialbut im a creepi'm a weirdowhat the hell am I doing here?I dont belong here.I dont belong here.I was Courtney Love. I rule.

well, cry me a ri...

well, cry me a river you dumb bitches. boofuckinghoo.

I stopped upda...

I stopped updating deadjournal. yay.i hate you.

*sigh*...

*sigh*

XimustbeblindX: ...

XimustbeblindX: drunken ryan kids made me cry after the prom. =(x doll heart: ryan kids always make me cry.XimustbeblindX: 99% of them suck, am i not right?x doll heart: INDEEDx doll heart: and especally when theyre all..."dude im gonna get so fuckin wasted yo"XimustbeblindX: yeah, really.x doll heart: i hate that.x doll heart: cause, yanoo, puking and blacking out is beyond coolXimustbeblindX: oh yeah, totally. you're not cool until you wake up in a puddle of your own vomit.x doll heart: and if you die choking on it...x doll heart: hot damn. XimustbeblindX: EVEN COOLER!x doll heart: YES!x doll heart: getting a very unwilling girl pregant and ruining both yr lives?x doll heart: TOO COOL!!!x doll heart: being phycially damage for the rest of your natural life?x doll heart: WHOOOO!!!!!x doll heart: cmon marissa....lets be cool!!XimustbeblindX: yes! i'm going to go to ryan and have a 15-yr-old's baby!x doll heart: YAAAAY!XimustbeblindX: and then i'll get bombed and have unprotected sex every friday night so my hangover will be gone by the time i go to church on sunday!x doll heart: WHEEEE!!!!x doll heart: goshdarned i iwsh I were cool enough to drink.XimustbeblindX: we'd rule the school.x doll heart: think about it....why take part in an activity that has also known as "getting fucked up" "wasted" "trashed" or any such tihng.x doll heart: that doesnt sounds like much fun to me.XimustbeblindX: really. people are so dumb.